Get Me out of Here

September 1st @ 9:45 a.m.
...guys? I got my ass handed to me by a pipsqueak.

9:46 p.m.
You'd really think that I had an aggressive, offensive personality or something with all these things that have been happening. Am I a terrible person? Anyone? Everyone? AM I AWFUL AND JUST DON'T KNOW IT?

August 25th at 3:35 p.m.
Have you seen the news?

3:36 p.m.
That's me, the local woman that they're talking about. Zach - the dead guy - is the one who had me.

3:36 p.m.
And they asked me five million questions! Like I'd done something!

3:37 p.m.
I think I'm about 2 steps away from a complete meltdown.

3:38 p.m.
Didn't everything used to be something like normal????

Text on August 15th, 2009 @ 10:43 p.m. to Kiley, Melody, Roxy, Rose
I've got a few minutes before the ambulance gets here and I just wanted you to hear from me instead of the news that I'm not dead or missing anymore. I'm here. Or really, in the hospital. Um... yeah. Gonna go pass out foreverish now.

7:30 pm
So umm... say someone broke their car window (hypothetically!) and needed to get it fixed. Because it was totally broken, shattered even. Where would one get something like that done? Can they fix that? I don't need to buy a new car do I???

7:33 pm
Not that *I* did that. At all. Who the hell does something like that?

7:36 pm
...okay, okay, I did it. But it was an accident and in my defense I'd locked my keys and cell in there. Yeah.

07/16/09 - 9:15 am
Aaron left. Two days ago. It kinda hurts and I don't even know what to do... skipped out on work and everything.

I didn't know it'd hurt.

July 8th, 2009 - 10:33 a.m.
Dear Diary,

I hate the full moon <-- but true!

Life hates me oh my god I am NOT some emo kid, what is this?

( Don't feed your scrawny neighbor cupcakes )

July 8th 12:50pm

So... okay so on the 4th? Aaron kissed me. And I freaked out. Like ran away up into my apartment, locked the door and didn't text, call, answer anything for umm... until now, actually. I think I fail at being a girl.


12:55pm
I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY! Oh hey, you were a great kisser! Lame. Lame lame lame.

07/02/09 - 10:11a.m.

So remember how you said we need to go shopping? How about tomorrow? Please please please?

07/01/09 ~ 1:13pm

Sooooooo... I went on my date.

10:59 a.m.

Uhhh... so I have a date tonight... ummm... what're you supposed to wear on those? Nice things? Jeans? Is it like in the movies? I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO HELP ME!

( Alanna's tweets from the third worst day of her life... so she claims )

( Shiny Things! )

( Give it a rest so I can forget about this mess. )